A day at the park.

Today I decided to be creative. Jacinta and I went down to the local lake, and decided to take some pictures. (She is very into photography, I just go along for the fun of it.) Not alot to write about so I will post some pics i took instead :)

This last picture is an unidentified object in the lake. I still stand that it is NOT a bbq. If anyone has any idea on what it is. haha please, please comment! !!

Amazing.

Well today I didnt do much. I got out of bed at 11ish and didnt leave the house till 1. Met up with some friends at the lake. Hung out for a while, doing what i do best - talking :)  Went out with Ryan this afternoon & he made my day <3 We walked to the park and hung out there for a while.

Had a great chat tonight with a friend who I have only really known for a few days. I love meeting new people and he seems like a pretty cool guy. Filled in my night and made me laugh so that was all good

A few anonymous things on my mind these days...

*I am finding it hard to know what to say. Sometimes "I am here for you" and "If you need to talk you  know where I am" just isnt enough. I want to help you, i just wish i knew how.

* I would like to focus on my studies for a little while, why is my social life taking over?

* I am lucky to have some really amazing people in my life.

* I need to start exercising.

* I miss you heaps!

*You confuse me like you wouldnt believe. Do you want me in your life, or not?

*Why do you see everything as a competition? It angers me.

*Thank you inspiring me and helping me to explore a new way.

So yeeh thats a bit of an insight into my head right now. I know most of it will make no sense, but it feels better to get it out of my mind.

Sweet dreams. x

I turn to you...

Wow. This song. Just makes me smile.
Everybody has that one person in their life they know they can always turn to. For everyone its different. I am extremely lucky to have more then one amazing person I know I can always turn to. (I think you guys know who you are.) This song gives me shivers everytime I listen to it. I hope it has the same effect on you.
Enjoy :)
 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CNT8-FAEbS0&feature=fvw
 
When I'm lost in the rain
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way, when I'm scared losing ground
When my world is going crazy you can turn it all around
And when I'm down you're there pushing me to the top
You're always there giving me all you've got

For a shield, from the storm for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true, I turn to you

When I lose the will to win
I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again
I can do anything 'cause your love is so amazing
'Cause your love inspires me
And when I need a friend you're always on my side
Giving me faith taking me through the night

For a shield, from the storm, for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong and for the will to carry on
For everything you do I turn to you yeah

For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain
For truth that will never change for someone to lean on
But for a heart I can rely on through anything
For the one who I can run to oh I turn to you

For a shield from the storm, for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true
For everything you do, for everything that's true, I turn to you

Believe.

Sometimes in life, all you need is a little inspiration to help you along your way. Today I feel I have learnt alot thanks to a very special person in my life. You know exactly who you are. You continue to help me every day. You are my inspiration.

Every great dream begins with a dreamer. Always remember, you have within you the strength, the patience, and the passion to reach for the stars to change the world.

Growing up...

Lollipops turn into cigarettes.

The innocent ones turn into skanks.

Homework goes in the trash.

Mobile phones are being used in class.

Detention becomes suspension.

Soda becomes vodka.

Kisses turn into sex.

Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground?

When protection meant wearing a helmet?

When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties?

Dad's shoulders were the highest place on earth,

And mum was your hero?

Your worst enemies were your siblings.

Race issues were about who ran the fastest.

War was only a card game.

The only drug you knew was cough medicine.

Wearing a skirt didn't make you a skank.

The only things that hurt you were skinned knees,

and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow?

And we couldn't wait to grow up..

 

 

I am coming to realise that the world is changing around me. This poem made me extremely sad. Yeah to be honest I basically cried. To think that when i was younger i wanted to grow up, to be like the "cool" kids. These days I would love to go back to the times when everything was simple.

I guess you dont realise what you have got till its gone.  

Sleepless Nights..

Have you ever wondered if your dreams meant anything? Well I do. All the time actually.
Last night was the worst night ever. I went to bed with a million things on my mind. In fact too many to talk about right now. After hours and hours of tossing and turning i finally fell into a extremely light sleep. I dreamt all night, about the weirdest and craziest things, yet they seemed so real. Goshness, i would love to know what it all meant..

First day back at school today. Everything went well. I guess it isnt as bad as i have been making it out to be :) Although exams are coming up. I really need to start getting into studying.

So thats what been on my mind. Sorry its a bit pointless.
Ta. xx

Sweet Dreams

Well i should really be having an early night so it will be a quick post. Back to school tomorrow :( Not looking forward to that! Had a bit of a lazy day today, didnt do much at all. Lame, I know.

A few of my close friends are having a rough time at the moment. Just letting you know I am thinking of you, you know who you are.  I am always here if you need someone to talk to, even if you just wanna take your mind off things. I will always be here for you. Love you guys with all my heart!

I guess thats it.
Goooodnight. xx

Live for today..

Second last day of holidays. School = Yuck.
I think I might refuse to go back. Haha, I wish.
Anyways just a quick post to say I had a great day:)

Spent the day with Ryan. It went a bit like this...

Chilled at home.
Embarrassing Photographs.
Laughing.
Walking.
Not a BBQ.
Taking Photos.
Spikey plant war.
Running Late.
Many goodbyes. 
Overall awesome day!

Its like 2.15am so that kinda explains the post that makes NO sense.. Sorryyyyyy about that :)
Nighty Night. x

This is who I am..

A bit about meeeeee! Thank you to the beautiful Hannah. I kinda stole this questionnaire from you. Hope you dont mind. xx


I read: Slowly, but i love books!

I love: my family.

I rode: a bike.. till i broke my finger : /

I fear: to lose the people I love <3

I hope: to grow up like my mum. In my eyes she is perfect!

I eat: Way too much!

I drink: Too much coke!

I play: my music 24/7

I miss: My best friend.

I forgive: but never forget.

I drive: my family crazy!

I dream: about the future.

I hug: all the time:) Hugs are the best!

I have: amazing friends and family. Love them to death.

I don't: have alot of self confidence.

I believe: everything happens for a reason.

I know: EVERYTHING.. Well i like to think so.

I hate: carrots. Yuckkkky!

I wish: I had a guardian angel :)

Maybe I should: start exercising more!

People would say that I'm: Amazing.. oh wait..i say that!!

Life if full of: Suprises!

I get annoyed when: people take life too seriously!

Tomorrow: I will study.

Never in my life have I: smoked.

When I was younger, I: wanted to grow up! Why? I dont know.

When I'm nervous: I bite my fingernails.. Eeew!

Friendship..

Well Sara left to QLD today :( I am actually pretty down at the moment about that, missing her already. I have loved spending time with her and i love her so much. I dont like goodbyes much. Its true what they say, all good things must come to an end. Come to think of it my chocolate milkshake is almost finished too. Anyways. Back on topic. I was in a bit of a down mood and was cleaning my room when I came across a book. "Joys of friendship" given to me by Sara last year. When i was flicking through it, i found it made me smile. Wanted to share some with you! Enjoy!


A Good Friend...
Knows to call in between your favorite shows.
Knows what kind of ice cream to bring when you're sick.
Will go to a movie with you, even if she's already seen it.
Can always find something good about your bad haircut.
Will quietly destroy the photo that makes you look like a beached whale.

The better the friend, the less cleaning you do before she comes over.
Friends can make you laugh like no one else can.
A friend is someone who keeps your secrets, laughs at your jokes, and can always tell the difference.

Friends are the family we didn't start out with who make us feel likable, funny and clever.

So thats all for now.
Ta Ta. x

P.S. A big shout out to Mark!! Thanks for always being there :)

Your One In A Million..

Thought the chances to meet somebody

Like you were a million to one

I cannot believe it, you're one in a million.

When I came across these lyrics I realised they were truly perfect. I spent the day with a girl who is truly one in a million. People like her dont come around very often and i am so lucky to have her in my life. She makes me complete! So a massive shout out to SARA HURNEN.  More then just a friend. You're Family!

Oh wow!  Cake and Ice cream.
Gosh i could go for some right now.

I personally think cravings should seriously go find a hole somewhere!

Sweet Dreams

Ta. x

Simply not enough hours in the day...

Well I totally FAILED! I have soooo not written in here everyday as you can see but i have a good reason haha. I got grounded from the computer- yes true story! But i guess thats no excuse, basically its laziness and lack of time.. I am finding myself saying that alot these days. I just dont have time which is the reasoning behing "simply not enough hours in the day" which in my life i find to be very true. Anyways i have since decided i am going to only try and write once or twice a week so i dont keep letting myself down :)


Highlights since my last post! (a whole week ago!)

* Movies with the girls -The Last Song..officially a great movie but made me CRY..ALOT!
* Hanging out with Ryan
* Conversations with the Sara
* Sleepovers
* Party at Rach & Shell's :)
* And the most exciting news is the best person in the world is coming to visit me tomorrow and Saturday!
I cannot even begin to explain how excited i am to see her! I am definately looking forward to a huge hug!! I love you the MOST sara ;)


I would just like to say that im lovin my life right now. Everything is going really well , and i am lucky to have all these beautiful people surrounding me. Things got a little tough for me over the past few weeks but I have some really amazing people who have helped me out, so BIG thankyou :) You know who you are

xx

The City Life.

Well today was extremely LONG! I am very tired and my feet feel like they are going to fall off, so sorry in advanced for what will probably be a small post!

Well I headed into the city today with some of the friends for what seemed like forever. I seriously walked further today then i have in the past month!  It was overall a good day. A few little mishaps here and there but i guess it was all good :) Met some new people, saw the surroundings of sydney.

Uhmm I have been trying to finish this book. Going to see The Last Song at the movies tomorrow so i wanted to have finished the book. After a LONG night of sorting out some missunderstandings with a really close friend of mine i got NOTHING done, now am going to have read half the book.

So I am still trying to decide how personal I wanna be with my blogs. I want to write about my life. But its not as easy as it sounds when i put it all together.
I had an "arguement" with like i said a really good friend of mine today. He and I discovered we were seeing things from a totally different perspective. I guess I realised tonight that you cant always be sure of how you come across to others. Sometimes the answers are all there in black and white. You just need to open your eyes a little wider to see them. I am happy to say that we have sorted everything out, i think tonight may have brought us closer together then we have ever been before. Although i think we will always stay great friends:)

An amazing call with the gorgeous Sara and the amazing Hannah which made my night:) They are 2 of the most bubbly, happy, beautiful and wonderful people i know. I havent really gotten to know Hannah yet. Well I have only really met her once or twice but i know she is wonderful just from those few short conversations. I guess some people, you can just tell. She makes sara happy and that makes me happy! So I sennd love to both of those lovely ladies <3

I am trying very hard to get things back on track with one of my bestest friends. She means so much to me and we can both probably agree we havent been as we are usually. I mean of course we still talk, hang out but we could both just tell things had changed. After a good chat with her on msn tonight i think things are slowly heading in the right direction. Love her:)

Well my eyes are hanging out of my head so i should probably get some sleep.
Sorry for the boring and somewhat pointless post.

Ta ta. x

The First Of Many..

Here goes..

I never knew it would be this hard to start off, especially when it comes to talking about myself!! I should probably start by thanking the beautiful, wonderful, amazing, gorgeous Sara for inspiring me to start writing on here:) She is absolutely amazing. One of the most important things in my life and i would be totally lost without her.

Most of the people reading this will know most things about me but I just thought that making a blog would be cool to start writing about my day, feelings, thoughts and friends. I guess anything really.

Well half of my day was wasted by sleeping!! Considering I slept in till 12ish, then cleaning for most of the afternoon didnt really help anything!! Oh yeeh another thing about me - I HATE CLEANING!! So that kinda bummed out my day.

HIGHLIGHTS OF MY DAY...

1. This afternoon I went for a walk with Ryan! He is kinda amazing also:) I am honestly going to push him in the lake one day soon though, whether he believes i would do it or not! NO PHOTOS:P

2. As usual an awesome conversation with Sara! Tends to make my day! I miss this girl so much since she has moved away. Its just not the same! But I guess I have been extremely lucky to keep in touch and keep our friendship. Never going to lose that!!.

3. And finally, One tree Hill marathon. Give me a blanket, pillow and some one tree hill and i am set for the night.


Looking forward to a day out in the city tomorrow with everyone:) Should be fun. Going to miss those who cant make it though

Well I should probably get going now. Back to one tree hill!! So i guess thats the end of my first post:)