Since I was 4 you have always played a huge role in my life. I looked up to you then and I still do now. You taught me to dance. If it weren't for you I would never have had confidence to stand on a stage infront of thousands to perform. However you were more than a teacher, you were a beautiful friend. You helped me grow as a person, giving me confidence to be the person I am today. You always encouraged me to stand for what I believed in. Helped me through so many bad days, petty fights and girly issues. I was so lucky to spend my final year of Primary school with you, best year of schooling and one that I will never forget. I remember you used to laugh at me because I talked using my hands- yet I would always catch you doing it too. So many endless dancing days, and so many memories. I was one of the many who got to spend part of my life in your presense and I am so thankful for every day. I hope that some day I can grow up to be like you. You changed my life in so many ways. A beautiful lady, who I will miss so much. You will never be forgetten.
RIP Debbie Smith. Forever in my heart ♥
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Progeria ♥
I have been thinking tonight about everything. Life can be tough. It wasnt meant to be easy. The truth is there is always someone out there who has it so much worse off than you. Everybody has days when they feel the world is out to get them or that nothing is going your way. It is so important though to realise that some people out there need your help and support.
I watched 60minutes tonight for the first time in forever, I think this was meant to be because they had a story of a young girl who is living life with the most positive and mature attitude. Hayley Okines is currently 12 years old however unlike your typical 12 year old girl, who is just about to hit her teenage years, worried about how they are going to look on their first day of highschool or worried about girly crushes, Hayley is living in a 96 year olds body. She has a rare genetic condition called Hutchinson Gilford Progeria Syndrome, also known as HGPS or Progeria. Progeria is a condition to which mimics normal ageing process, but about 8 times faster. Young children who suffer Progeria are expected to live until about the age of 13.
I listened to this beautiful girl speak on national televison about her life and her attitude was inspiring. She looked at life as a gift. Another thing that amazed me was that this young girl who doesnt know how much longer she has left to live, is taking part in extra testing to find a cure for other children faced with this condition. Everything she does is a risk but its one she is willing to take.
So next time you think nothing is going right, critising the little things about yourself which in the long run isnt worth it. Think about someone like Hayley, think about what you can do to help someone else. Cause life is a gift. Its precious, dont worry about the little things. Its time to look at the big picture ♥
I watched 60minutes tonight for the first time in forever, I think this was meant to be because they had a story of a young girl who is living life with the most positive and mature attitude. Hayley Okines is currently 12 years old however unlike your typical 12 year old girl, who is just about to hit her teenage years, worried about how they are going to look on their first day of highschool or worried about girly crushes, Hayley is living in a 96 year olds body. She has a rare genetic condition called Hutchinson Gilford Progeria Syndrome, also known as HGPS or Progeria. Progeria is a condition to which mimics normal ageing process, but about 8 times faster. Young children who suffer Progeria are expected to live until about the age of 13.
I listened to this beautiful girl speak on national televison about her life and her attitude was inspiring. She looked at life as a gift. Another thing that amazed me was that this young girl who doesnt know how much longer she has left to live, is taking part in extra testing to find a cure for other children faced with this condition. Everything she does is a risk but its one she is willing to take.
So next time you think nothing is going right, critising the little things about yourself which in the long run isnt worth it. Think about someone like Hayley, think about what you can do to help someone else. Cause life is a gift. Its precious, dont worry about the little things. Its time to look at the big picture ♥
Saturday, September 18, 2010
Thursday, September 16, 2010
OH MY PUG!
You cannot tell me this isnt the most ADORABLE animal in the world. I cannot wait till I move out to buy my own little ball of CUTE!
<3
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
Her lips, her lips
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
Jamie <3
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
Her lips, her lips
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
Jamie <3
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Jamie Nathan
Have you ever had that feeling where you just hoped time would freeze. Where you thought you could just replay the weeks over and over again and you will be 100% happy. Well these last few weeks have been a bit like that for me. You see, there is this one person who without fail ALWAYS makes me smile. He handles my bad moods, my stupid little munchkin giggle and my absolute weirdest moments. He is actually just amazing! Without knowing it, he can turn my worst days into my best, and always makes me feel like a princess. Withough realising I manage to stay up till all hours at night just to talk to him, I risk my phones life at school to text him and love every second I get to spend with him. I dont think he knows how much he means to me and this silly little blog couldnt sum it up even if I tried. Thankyou for being there, for everything actually.
Jamie, you mean so much to me. I love you ♥
Jamie, you mean so much to me. I love you ♥
Thursday, August 19, 2010
This weather lately is making me want summer more and more. I have been looking into getting all my friends to come to Fiji for schoolies rather than queensland. It will work out about the same price if not cheaper anyway. So I am really looking forward to that. I found this picture of Fiji and oh my goooooodness- WOW!
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Just some stuff :)
If you were in the hospital on life support, would the last person you kissed come and see you?
Yupp.
How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
Sometimes. I try not too though.
Have you ever met someone who is amazing?
too many to name
Is anything on your body currently hurting?
My feet. City to surf last week, netball this week -OUCH
Are you happy with the way things are going?
Absolutely
Ever kissed someone whos name started with J?
mhmm
Do you think that you will be married within ten years?
Maybe, maybe not. See where life takes me
Have you held hands with somebody in the last five hours?
nopee
Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
umm yeea, i think so
Do you find yourself funny?
Someone has to
Has anyone ever said they wanted to marry you?
oh yup, im kinda already married. I love you Rachel Michelle Thompson <3
You're locked in an empty room with the person you last kissed, any problems?
I doubt it :)
Do you think flirting is cheating?
not really. but there is a fine line
How did your day start off?
pretty goood
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
I sure do. Its never to late to make things right
Are you a jealous person?
unfortunately, although i try not to be
Have you ever cut your own hair?
when i was about 5 ! I was a cool kid!
Have you ever had your heart broken?
I think so :/
Do you believe in love at first sight?
It can happen
Do you believe you should change for someone?
i believe in compramise, but changing to be someone your not .. uhhhh NO
Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
sometimes, all depends
Is there someone you don't ever want to be out of your life?
so so so many people
Think back to the last person you held hands with, would you kiss them?
If they are lucky ! only kidding, yupp.
Are you drifting away from any friends?
unfortunately yes. It sucks big time
Explain what you will be doing in three hours..
at some resteraunt with the family.
Is it a boy or girl to text you last?
boy
If something was wrong, who is the first guy you would go to?
Jamie/Josh
Who is the first girl you would go to?
I love ALL of my girls. Sara, Cinta, Rach, Shelly? gosh too many !
What is your favourite season?
Summer BY FAR
Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
umm nope, not really. although I will always be the same lauren
Think you will be in a relationship three months from now?
I hope so :)
When will be the next time you text someone?
probably within the hour
Have you ever cried while in the shower?
of course
Did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?
umm yup. i think so
Last person you talked on the phone with?
Richelle
If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
probably not, i have learnt from mistakes and everything has gotten me where I am now.
What is something you realized today?
hmm ask me again later.
What was the last thing you really laughed about?
dancing my zumba moves out on the street with Jamie !
Last 4 people to message you?
Jamie, Mark, Cinta & Abbi
Is there something you're happy about at the moment?
Absolutely
How many piercings do you have?
2 in each ear plus bellybutton
What was the last reason that you cried?
umm, no comment
Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
there are many!
When is your birthday?
16.6.94
Who was the last person you went out to eat with?
all the boys for Mikeys birthday
Do you have any older brothers?
no, but I have many who might as well be :)
Yupp.
How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
Sometimes. I try not too though.
Have you ever met someone who is amazing?
too many to name
Is anything on your body currently hurting?
My feet. City to surf last week, netball this week -OUCH
Are you happy with the way things are going?
Absolutely
Ever kissed someone whos name started with J?
mhmm
Do you think that you will be married within ten years?
Maybe, maybe not. See where life takes me
Have you held hands with somebody in the last five hours?
nopee
Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
umm yeea, i think so
Do you find yourself funny?
Someone has to
Has anyone ever said they wanted to marry you?
oh yup, im kinda already married. I love you Rachel Michelle Thompson <3
You're locked in an empty room with the person you last kissed, any problems?
I doubt it :)
Do you think flirting is cheating?
not really. but there is a fine line
How did your day start off?
pretty goood
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
I sure do. Its never to late to make things right
Are you a jealous person?
unfortunately, although i try not to be
Have you ever cut your own hair?
when i was about 5 ! I was a cool kid!
Have you ever had your heart broken?
I think so :/
Do you believe in love at first sight?
It can happen
Do you believe you should change for someone?
i believe in compramise, but changing to be someone your not .. uhhhh NO
Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
sometimes, all depends
Is there someone you don't ever want to be out of your life?
so so so many people
Think back to the last person you held hands with, would you kiss them?
If they are lucky ! only kidding, yupp.
Are you drifting away from any friends?
unfortunately yes. It sucks big time
Explain what you will be doing in three hours..
at some resteraunt with the family.
Is it a boy or girl to text you last?
boy
If something was wrong, who is the first guy you would go to?
Jamie/Josh
Who is the first girl you would go to?
I love ALL of my girls. Sara, Cinta, Rach, Shelly? gosh too many !
What is your favourite season?
Summer BY FAR
Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
umm nope, not really. although I will always be the same lauren
Think you will be in a relationship three months from now?
I hope so :)
When will be the next time you text someone?
probably within the hour
Have you ever cried while in the shower?
of course
Did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?
umm yup. i think so
Last person you talked on the phone with?
Richelle
If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
probably not, i have learnt from mistakes and everything has gotten me where I am now.
What is something you realized today?
hmm ask me again later.
What was the last thing you really laughed about?
dancing my zumba moves out on the street with Jamie !
Last 4 people to message you?
Jamie, Mark, Cinta & Abbi
Is there something you're happy about at the moment?
Absolutely
How many piercings do you have?
2 in each ear plus bellybutton
What was the last reason that you cried?
umm, no comment
Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
there are many!
When is your birthday?
16.6.94
Who was the last person you went out to eat with?
all the boys for Mikeys birthday
Do you have any older brothers?
no, but I have many who might as well be :)
Friday, August 13, 2010
Ohhhh you make me smile
50 things that I love, which ALWAYS make me smile <3
(In no particular order)
There are many more friends I would love to list. Dont think I have forgotten you.
(In no particular order)
- Letters
- Love
- My family
- Books
- The beach
- Long showers
- Jacinta
- My Pjs
- Hugs
- Summer Dresses
- Music
- Sara Grace
- Mobile phone
- Photographs
- Movie nights
- Jamie
- Mascara
- Rachel
- Star watching
- Richelle
- Summer
- Bikini
- One tree Hill
- Parties
- Mark
- Blogging
- Food- yup, i LOVE it
- Sunbaking
- The guitar (even though I am totally ammature)
- Cardigans
- Winter dresses
- Omgosh just dresses!
- Shopping
- Clothes
- Hoodies
- Running (suprisingly)
- My ipod <3
- Msn
- Deep and Meaningful chats
- School
- My mummy & daddy
- Haiden
- The footy
- Massage & Spa (wowowowow!)
- Trackiesss
- Sleeeping in
- Joshua
- Hugssssss
- Holidays
There are many more friends I would love to list. Dont think I have forgotten you.
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Friday, August 6, 2010
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Dance, like nobodys watching ♥
Today was just a great day! The sort of day I never wanted to end.
My smile never really left my face, and I could honestly say I was happy.
Some people just have that effect on me I guess. Pretty sure they know who they are. Thanks guys for an amazing day/night ♥
My smile never really left my face, and I could honestly say I was happy.
Some people just have that effect on me I guess. Pretty sure they know who they are. Thanks guys for an amazing day/night ♥
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Friday, July 16, 2010
Sunday, July 11, 2010
Freedom.
Ever wondered what its like to be 100% free? To feel like nobody is judging you. Nobody is watching? That nobody is telling you what you should and shouldn't do. What is right and wrong. How to act, what to think or what to believe? The feeling of having the world on your shoulders. Like nothing really matters. The feeling you get when you are swinging so high on that park swing, that you feel your hair on your face and the wind is racing around you. Your heart and your mind is free. This feeling is everything- one never to forget.
Ever wondered what its like to be 100% free? To feel like nobody is judging you. Nobody is watching? That nobody is telling you what you should and shouldn't do. What is right and wrong. How to act, what to think or what to believe? The feeling of having the world on your shoulders. Like nothing really matters. The feeling you get when you are swinging so high on that park swing, that you feel your hair on your face and the wind is racing around you. Your heart and your mind is free. This feeling is everything- one never to forget.
Saturday, July 10, 2010
The Simple Life.
At the beach, life is different. Time doesn't move hour to hour but mood to moment. We live by the currents, plan by the tides and follow the sun. My memories of the ocean will stay with me, long after my footprints in the sand are gone.
What is the beach?
To me, the beach is a way of living. A lifestyle.
A place to escape the rest of the world.
A place to think. A place to love.
A place where I can be 100% me.
The waves, the sand and the ocean.
The sun or the moon.
The beach is life.
What is the beach?
To me, the beach is a way of living. A lifestyle.
A place to escape the rest of the world.
A place to think. A place to love.
A place where I can be 100% me.
The waves, the sand and the ocean.
The sun or the moon.
The beach is life.
Mummy ♥
Beautiful, caring, kind, sweet, loving, honest, warm, funny, giving, thoughtful, loyal and brave.
This lady is amazing. The best in the world!
I would be lost without her. Not only my mum but my best friend.
She knows everything. Yep - everything, no secrets. Just the way I like it.
Its not possible to thank her enough for everything she does. I wish I knew how to.
So I just wanted to say. I love you mum.
X
This lady is amazing. The best in the world!
I would be lost without her. Not only my mum but my best friend.
She knows everything. Yep - everything, no secrets. Just the way I like it.
Its not possible to thank her enough for everything she does. I wish I knew how to.
So I just wanted to say. I love you mum.
X
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Meet Mark
Everyone.. Meet Mark!
I loved this picture so I thought i would do a post about one of my bestest friends. His name is Mark Helou.
I thought I would list of some of the things I love about him.
- He always makes me laugh, even without meaning to
- He always listens to what I have to say
- He is a truly nice guy
- He is caring
- He is kind
- He is loving
- Always looks out for me
- He is always happy and outgoing
- Puts others before himself
- Puts up with my absolute crap (including bad moods)
- He is understanding
- He LOVES food, just like me
- He doesnt judge me.
Well the list goes on and I could sit here forever. I just LOVE him !
So Ladies, with all this what more could you want?
He is a hottie and he is single! You cant go wrong!
Thats all for now! Ta x
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
I am ..
Today has been a wacked up day, pretty much gone from one extreme to another. I learnt one thing today. I wont change for anyone, I am ME :) Love me or leave me, take it or leave it! This new attitude reminded me of this new Christina Aguilera song which I love. I would not have heard this song if it wasnt for the beautiful Jacinta so thankyou. Check it out, Enjoy!
I am timid
And I am oversensitive
I am a lioness
I am tired and defensive
You take me in your arms
And I fold into you
I have insecurities
You show me I am beautiful
Love me or leave me just take it or leave it
It's not that I'm needy just need you to see me
Take me, free me, see through to the core of me
Take me, free me, there will be no more pretending
I am temperamental
And I have imperfections
And I am emotional
I am unpredictable
I am naked
I am vulnerable
I am a woman
I am opening up to you
Love me or leave me, just take it or leave it
It's not that I'm needy, just need you to see me
Take me, free me, see through to the core of me
Take me, free me, there will be no more pretending
Now I stand before you with my heart in my hands
I'm asking you to take me just the way that I am
Please lay down your arms
Do you know me?
Make me feel safe from harm
Oh just take me, free me, see through to the core of me
Take me, free me, there will be no more pretending
I am temperamental
And I have imperfections
And I am emotional
There'll be no more pretending
PS. Mark you looked awesome in your tie today :) -happy? haha
Monday, June 21, 2010
A few changes ♥
I am going CRAZY! All I wanted to do was change and update my blog. Little did I know all the settings have been changed and it has now totally wacked up everything. So you will have to excuse it for a little until I figure out how to make it look better.
A few anonymous things, to a few anonymous people.
I wish you could see yourself through someone elses eyes. You would be suprised.
You are one of the best things in my life, I love you and I miss you so much.
Stop bitching, stop whinging. You are not helping anyone- your making things worse.
You confuse me so much. You want all these diffrerent things.
I love you with all my heart. You guide me through everything- thick and thin.
I cant wait to see you. Your amazing.
LoveLoveLove
xx
A few anonymous things, to a few anonymous people.
I wish you could see yourself through someone elses eyes. You would be suprised.
You are one of the best things in my life, I love you and I miss you so much.
Stop bitching, stop whinging. You are not helping anyone- your making things worse.
You confuse me so much. You want all these diffrerent things.
I love you with all my heart. You guide me through everything- thick and thin.
I cant wait to see you. Your amazing.
LoveLoveLove
xx
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Guess whos back ?
Well it has been a long long time since I have blogged. To be honest I dont even have an excuse. Laziness is about all I can come up with. I dont have long to blog as I should be sleeping right about now so I will have to make it short, but I will be back tomorrow to blog again.
Well its has been over a month since I have made a proper post, NOT accecptable- I know. The long weekend has come and gone. I went up to Copacabana. It was a good weekend being able to just relax and laze around, although I am glad I still got my daily run in each day. I would have loved to have gone to the beach a bit more. But It is the middle of winter so what can i expect.
Just recentally it was my birthday. Sweet 16. I would just like to write in here that I have the most amazing friends and family. It was a great feeling to have so many people wish me a happy birthday and everyone of them made my day very special. I also got my L's which is pretty exciting!
A very good friend of mine has just left to go to South Africa. I am so proud of him and he is doing something so special that alot of people wouldnt even understand. However he is going to be gone for the next 3 weeks and I will miss him very much. Its definately going to be quiet around here without him.
So sorry if I have forgotten anything important that I should have posted about. Its getting late and I am totally dead after a run today and much cleaning of the backyard!
Gooodnight
LoveLoveLove
Well its has been over a month since I have made a proper post, NOT accecptable- I know. The long weekend has come and gone. I went up to Copacabana. It was a good weekend being able to just relax and laze around, although I am glad I still got my daily run in each day. I would have loved to have gone to the beach a bit more. But It is the middle of winter so what can i expect.
Just recentally it was my birthday. Sweet 16. I would just like to write in here that I have the most amazing friends and family. It was a great feeling to have so many people wish me a happy birthday and everyone of them made my day very special. I also got my L's which is pretty exciting!
A very good friend of mine has just left to go to South Africa. I am so proud of him and he is doing something so special that alot of people wouldnt even understand. However he is going to be gone for the next 3 weeks and I will miss him very much. Its definately going to be quiet around here without him.
One last thing before I sign off for tonight. There are two lovely girls in my life at the moment who have really made a difference in my life just recently. Sara & Hannah. You two are beautiful, both inside and out. The girfts you sent me mean so so much. I have been reading through each night and I am inspired by the both of you. Never change who you are for anyone and continue to believe and inspire. Love you both to bits.
So sorry if I have forgotten anything important that I should have posted about. Its getting late and I am totally dead after a run today and much cleaning of the backyard!
Gooodnight
LoveLoveLove
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Saturday, May 15, 2010
There are 6,470,818,671 people living. Some are running
scared, some are coming home. Some get through the day by
lying, others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil,
wearing the good, and some are good, struggling with the evil.
Six billion people in this world. Six billion souls, and
sometimes, all you need is one. - One Tree Hill
Friday, May 14, 2010
Back In The Day.
The kids of the 90s are good people. There is so much about this time that makes me smile!
Do you remember...?
Are you Afraid of the dark?
Arthur
Bear in the big blue house
Brum
Sister Sister
Keenan And Kel
Cheez TV
Fresh prince of belair
Tom and Jerry
Hey Arnold
Kenan +Kel
Recess
Dexters Lab
Little bear
Malcolm In The Middle
The Worst Witch
Pokemon
Rugrats
Saved by the bell
The magic school busThe smurfs
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Letters to life.
I love letters. Yep, its as simple as that.
To dear...
Joey Tribiani, You make me laugh, alot! "How you doing?"
Sara Grace. I miss you lots and lots and lots right now. Your message this morning made me smile. Your an amazing person and you brightened up my day. Love you the most. x
Modern History. Okay basically, you are a really, really sucky subject. Yep thats right. I dont like you. So please let me pass your exam. Okay thanks heaps.
Ryan, I miss you. Yep, thats right. I sure do. And I think on thursday we are going to hang out? Actually we are definately going to hang out. Good I am glad thats settled. x
Mark, Heeeeeeya. Just letting you know that chocolate crumpets are awesome. Not even lying. Well actually I havent tried them.. but lets just pretend shall we. I mean could you imagine? All the amazingness of a crumpet.. with chocolate? OMGOSH! hahahaa.
My Bed, Snuggling up to the pillow and blanket is like a major highlight of my day. I cannot wait to sleep.
Asher, I want to steal your dog.. I mean.. . its sooo cute. Hahaha. Lauren the dog whisperer to the rescue. Yep, Im a ninja just admit it!! Thanks for being there:)
Hannah, you are so beautiful. Love you.
Wife & Shelly, I love you both lots. Rach- till death do us part ;) Us three need to catch up real soon. Sleepover soon? I think so!! xx
Anyone I didnt write a letter to. This is not because I have forgotten you. It is more the face that my eyes are going to pop out of my head due to lack of sleep. Yep its true. I am soooo tired. Love you all. xx
To dear...
Joey Tribiani, You make me laugh, alot! "How you doing?"
Sara Grace. I miss you lots and lots and lots right now. Your message this morning made me smile. Your an amazing person and you brightened up my day. Love you the most. x
Modern History. Okay basically, you are a really, really sucky subject. Yep thats right. I dont like you. So please let me pass your exam. Okay thanks heaps.
Ryan, I miss you. Yep, thats right. I sure do. And I think on thursday we are going to hang out? Actually we are definately going to hang out. Good I am glad thats settled. x
Mark, Heeeeeeya. Just letting you know that chocolate crumpets are awesome. Not even lying. Well actually I havent tried them.. but lets just pretend shall we. I mean could you imagine? All the amazingness of a crumpet.. with chocolate? OMGOSH! hahahaa.
My Bed, Snuggling up to the pillow and blanket is like a major highlight of my day. I cannot wait to sleep.
Asher, I want to steal your dog.. I mean.. . its sooo cute. Hahaha. Lauren the dog whisperer to the rescue. Yep, Im a ninja just admit it!! Thanks for being there:)
Hannah, you are so beautiful. Love you.
Wife & Shelly, I love you both lots. Rach- till death do us part ;) Us three need to catch up real soon. Sleepover soon? I think so!! xx
Anyone I didnt write a letter to. This is not because I have forgotten you. It is more the face that my eyes are going to pop out of my head due to lack of sleep. Yep its true. I am soooo tired. Love you all. xx
Streeeeess :/
I officially HATE studying. Oh and modern history. Yep, definately modern history. In fact it can go die in a hole. Thats how much I hate it. Anyways enough of my complaining. Today I had my english exam. I found it really hard. I dont know about everyone else. I am thinking advanced english isnt for me. I guess I will have to wait and see.
Well this afternoon a certain someone said something today that really annoyed me. I would just like to clear things up. I write in this blog to get down my feelings. Sometimes it is easier to talk to a stranger then someone you know, however I know i have a few close friends who are reading. Even if nobody reads my blog I really dont care. So for you to say that my blog is for people to write about there unimportant lives or for those who have low self esteem? Or big egos? really really annoyed me. In fact, the things i write on here are extremely important to me. So maybe next time, think about what your saying cause it affects others.
Anyways I need some sleep. More exams tomorrow.
Taaaa. xx
Well this afternoon a certain someone said something today that really annoyed me. I would just like to clear things up. I write in this blog to get down my feelings. Sometimes it is easier to talk to a stranger then someone you know, however I know i have a few close friends who are reading. Even if nobody reads my blog I really dont care. So for you to say that my blog is for people to write about there unimportant lives or for those who have low self esteem? Or big egos? really really annoyed me. In fact, the things i write on here are extremely important to me. So maybe next time, think about what your saying cause it affects others.
Anyways I need some sleep. More exams tomorrow.
Taaaa. xx
Saturday, May 8, 2010
When I look at you.
Just a quick post for today. Played an alright game of netball. We won 46-36. Other then that, went shopping with a good friend. It was good to finally catch up even if i only really window shopped.
Should have done a lot more studying tonight then I did, exam week starts monday. As a wannabe member of Outcast I would like to say a big "Heeeeeeeeya" to markus. You know what I mean (: I am missing Sara Grace lots and lots today as usual.
I send my love out to an extremely close friend of mine who has a bit going on over the next few days. Wishing him and his family all the best. I know everything will be okay. Much love.
Heading into the city tommorrow for mothers day. Should be a good day. Thats all for now. Taaa. xx
Be true to yourself.
IM BACK EVERYONE!!
Well I am sure you all missed me heaps and heaps. You see for the last 3 days I have been on a leadership camp. The purpose was to get a group of girls throughout the school from different grades together. Some of these girls were confident others not so much who needed some extra encouragment. I was chosen to be a role model or leader but I did realise that even though I was one of the eldest and strongest there I benifited as well. I realised over the past few days how easy it is to feel intimidated or feel as though others are "better" than me. Now I know this sounds silly but It had me thinking that its not only the younger girls who have these issues. I really learnt something over the past few days and I wanted to share.
No matter how old, pretty, smart, sporty or outgoing you are, have the courage and confidence to be yourself and you will shine through. Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder, and everyone is truly beautiful in their own way. Dont let others get you down. People will come and go in your life be strong enough to hold on to those who care and let go of the ones who dont. Just be true to yourself.<3
On another note, I know my last post was deep and depressing and I just wanted everyone to know I am fine. Actually I am great! This camp did me wonders and I am trying to think positive these days!
Exams are this week so I probably wont be posting much due to studying. Well I am extremely tired. My eyes are going to pop out of my head.
Goodnight my whole 4 fans,
Taaaa. xx
Well I am sure you all missed me heaps and heaps. You see for the last 3 days I have been on a leadership camp. The purpose was to get a group of girls throughout the school from different grades together. Some of these girls were confident others not so much who needed some extra encouragment. I was chosen to be a role model or leader but I did realise that even though I was one of the eldest and strongest there I benifited as well. I realised over the past few days how easy it is to feel intimidated or feel as though others are "better" than me. Now I know this sounds silly but It had me thinking that its not only the younger girls who have these issues. I really learnt something over the past few days and I wanted to share.
No matter how old, pretty, smart, sporty or outgoing you are, have the courage and confidence to be yourself and you will shine through. Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder, and everyone is truly beautiful in their own way. Dont let others get you down. People will come and go in your life be strong enough to hold on to those who care and let go of the ones who dont. Just be true to yourself.<3
On another note, I know my last post was deep and depressing and I just wanted everyone to know I am fine. Actually I am great! This camp did me wonders and I am trying to think positive these days!
Exams are this week so I probably wont be posting much due to studying. Well I am extremely tired. My eyes are going to pop out of my head.
Goodnight my whole 4 fans,
Taaaa. xx
Monday, May 3, 2010
Sometimes, things have to get worse before they can get better.
What is going on in this world. I miss the old days. Lately my mind has been all over the place. Sometimes I find I cant even think straight. Trying to write this blog is hard enough I really dont know where to start..
Whats going on in my mind...
Well to me it seems that everybody is moving on. This in general scares me. I dont like change, although I know sometimes it is for the better. I am finding that I need space. Space from all the problems in my life. I dont mean to sound like a whingy person and usually Im not. I dont like to tell people about things that bother me. This is because 1. I dont want to bring them down. 2. Its generally not there problem. 3. I dont like to think I have problems. haha
But I have become someone who I dont recognise. I just need to get away for a while. Not run away of course. That is like the total opposite, i just wish i could press pause. A bit like the movie click. Just pause for a bit, slow everything that seems to be moving so fast and regain my thoughts.
Family is basically the most important thing in my life. I dont know how I would ever get by without them. I am lucky enough to have some friends who may as well be family. You guys know who you are. Lately I have been thinking about things. I am a huge believer that nobody should change who they are for someone else. This is where i show my hypercritical side, as I have in the past found myself to become a totally different person. I have lost sight of myself and dont really know how to get that back. There are only a few people who know the real me, and they are the ones who mean everything to me.
I have finally come to a time in my life where I have become sick and tired of pretending to be something or someone I am not. I will not walk around anymore letting people hurt me, and I dont want to have this attitude anymore. I dont deserve the way I have been treated. I wont stand for it anymore.
Growing apart is not something I like to think about. But it is becoming a re-occuring factor in my life. Sometimes people just fade away. Its not necesarily because there is no love or friendship but it more or less refers back to my idea of needing space. I feel some really important people in my life are either growing apart from myself, or each other. Some of these people I cannot possible live without, and I am scared of losing them. Wow, i just admitted being scared. Breaking Point!
Anyways, no matter how long I sit here and try to explain how i feel its probably not going to make much sense. I know I have spend alot of time talking about the things that are upsetting me but of course my life is still filled with happy things! Well I know I am going to read this tomorrow and realise how amazingly ridiculous this all sounds. (I get emotional when I am tired, and generally say ALL the wrong things.) I am extremely sorry to bore anyone who may be reading, if you made it this far down in the post.
Just quickly, I have a special friend who wrote something today that really touched me. It made me smile and made me realise how lucky I am to have her in my life. She means a great deal to me and is a true friend. She knows who she is. I love you.
Whats going on in my mind...
Well to me it seems that everybody is moving on. This in general scares me. I dont like change, although I know sometimes it is for the better. I am finding that I need space. Space from all the problems in my life. I dont mean to sound like a whingy person and usually Im not. I dont like to tell people about things that bother me. This is because 1. I dont want to bring them down. 2. Its generally not there problem. 3. I dont like to think I have problems. haha
But I have become someone who I dont recognise. I just need to get away for a while. Not run away of course. That is like the total opposite, i just wish i could press pause. A bit like the movie click. Just pause for a bit, slow everything that seems to be moving so fast and regain my thoughts.
Family is basically the most important thing in my life. I dont know how I would ever get by without them. I am lucky enough to have some friends who may as well be family. You guys know who you are. Lately I have been thinking about things. I am a huge believer that nobody should change who they are for someone else. This is where i show my hypercritical side, as I have in the past found myself to become a totally different person. I have lost sight of myself and dont really know how to get that back. There are only a few people who know the real me, and they are the ones who mean everything to me.
I have finally come to a time in my life where I have become sick and tired of pretending to be something or someone I am not. I will not walk around anymore letting people hurt me, and I dont want to have this attitude anymore. I dont deserve the way I have been treated. I wont stand for it anymore.
Growing apart is not something I like to think about. But it is becoming a re-occuring factor in my life. Sometimes people just fade away. Its not necesarily because there is no love or friendship but it more or less refers back to my idea of needing space. I feel some really important people in my life are either growing apart from myself, or each other. Some of these people I cannot possible live without, and I am scared of losing them. Wow, i just admitted being scared. Breaking Point!
Anyways, no matter how long I sit here and try to explain how i feel its probably not going to make much sense. I know I have spend alot of time talking about the things that are upsetting me but of course my life is still filled with happy things! Well I know I am going to read this tomorrow and realise how amazingly ridiculous this all sounds. (I get emotional when I am tired, and generally say ALL the wrong things.) I am extremely sorry to bore anyone who may be reading, if you made it this far down in the post.
Just quickly, I have a special friend who wrote something today that really touched me. It made me smile and made me realise how lucky I am to have her in my life. She means a great deal to me and is a true friend. She knows who she is. I love you.
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Just another post.
Sorry I havent been blogging at all this past week & I dont really have an excuse for that. Been a little zoned out. Had a few things on my mind and have made a really close friend in my ipod these last few days.
Had sport yesterday and went ice skating! It was good fun. Note to self: Pack a jumper and long pants when ice skating. A skirt just wont do.
Today was interesting. I think I experienced every possible emotion in one day. I had cross country. I never really had intentions to run in it. With a little inspiration from a friend however, I decided to just give it a go and suprised myself. I managed to come 3rd which I was extremely happy with!! This means I now go to zone.Netball tomorrow. Havent played in about 4 weeks. So I am pretty pumped. Should be good although I dont think my legs are going to agree after todays run!!
Oh and one last thing. I have tohave an operation on my hand. Thats right. An operation! The biggest sook out. I have a ganglion. Also known as a cist, and apparently it has to go. So yeah, I think that is all I have to report.
Had sport yesterday and went ice skating! It was good fun. Note to self: Pack a jumper and long pants when ice skating. A skirt just wont do.
Today was interesting. I think I experienced every possible emotion in one day. I had cross country. I never really had intentions to run in it. With a little inspiration from a friend however, I decided to just give it a go and suprised myself. I managed to come 3rd which I was extremely happy with!! This means I now go to zone.Netball tomorrow. Havent played in about 4 weeks. So I am pretty pumped. Should be good although I dont think my legs are going to agree after todays run!!
Oh and one last thing. I have tohave an operation on my hand. Thats right. An operation! The biggest sook out. I have a ganglion. Also known as a cist, and apparently it has to go. So yeah, I think that is all I have to report.
Monday, April 26, 2010
A day at the park.
Today I decided to be creative. Jacinta and I went down to the local lake, and decided to take some pictures. (She is very into photography, I just go along for the fun of it.) Not alot to write about so I will post some pics i took instead :)
This last picture is an unidentified object in the lake. I still stand that it is NOT a bbq. If anyone has any idea on what it is. haha please, please comment! !!
Amazing.
Well today I didnt do much. I got out of bed at 11ish and didnt leave the house till 1. Met up with some friends at the lake. Hung out for a while, doing what i do best - talking :) Went out with Ryan this afternoon & he made my day <3 We walked to the park and hung out there for a while.
Had a great chat tonight with a friend who I have only really known for a few days. I love meeting new people and he seems like a pretty cool guy. Filled in my night and made me laugh so that was all good
A few anonymous things on my mind these days...
*I am finding it hard to know what to say. Sometimes "I am here for you" and "If you need to talk you know where I am" just isnt enough. I want to help you, i just wish i knew how.
* I would like to focus on my studies for a little while, why is my social life taking over?
* I am lucky to have some really amazing people in my life.
* I need to start exercising.
* I miss you heaps!
*You confuse me like you wouldnt believe. Do you want me in your life, or not?
*Why do you see everything as a competition? It angers me.
*Thank you inspiring me and helping me to explore a new way.
So yeeh thats a bit of an insight into my head right now. I know most of it will make no sense, but it feels better to get it out of my mind.
Sweet dreams. x
Had a great chat tonight with a friend who I have only really known for a few days. I love meeting new people and he seems like a pretty cool guy. Filled in my night and made me laugh so that was all good
A few anonymous things on my mind these days...
*I am finding it hard to know what to say. Sometimes "I am here for you" and "If you need to talk you know where I am" just isnt enough. I want to help you, i just wish i knew how.
* I would like to focus on my studies for a little while, why is my social life taking over?
* I am lucky to have some really amazing people in my life.
* I need to start exercising.
* I miss you heaps!
*You confuse me like you wouldnt believe. Do you want me in your life, or not?
*Why do you see everything as a competition? It angers me.
*Thank you inspiring me and helping me to explore a new way.
So yeeh thats a bit of an insight into my head right now. I know most of it will make no sense, but it feels better to get it out of my mind.
Sweet dreams. x
I turn to you...
Wow. This song. Just makes me smile.
Everybody has that one person in their life they know they can always turn to. For everyone its different. I am extremely lucky to have more then one amazing person I know I can always turn to. (I think you guys know who you are.) This song gives me shivers everytime I listen to it. I hope it has the same effect on you.
Enjoy :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CNT8-FAEbS0&feature=fvw
When I'm lost in the rain
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way, when I'm scared losing ground
When my world is going crazy you can turn it all around
And when I'm down you're there pushing me to the top
You're always there giving me all you've got
For a shield, from the storm for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true, I turn to you
When I lose the will to win
I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again
I can do anything 'cause your love is so amazing
'Cause your love inspires me
And when I need a friend you're always on my side
Giving me faith taking me through the night
For a shield, from the storm, for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong and for the will to carry on
For everything you do I turn to you yeah
For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain
For truth that will never change for someone to lean on
But for a heart I can rely on through anything
For the one who I can run to oh I turn to you
For a shield from the storm, for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true
For everything you do, for everything that's true, I turn to you
Everybody has that one person in their life they know they can always turn to. For everyone its different. I am extremely lucky to have more then one amazing person I know I can always turn to. (I think you guys know who you are.) This song gives me shivers everytime I listen to it. I hope it has the same effect on you.
Enjoy :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CNT8-FAEbS0&feature=fvw
When I'm lost in the rain
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way, when I'm scared losing ground
When my world is going crazy you can turn it all around
And when I'm down you're there pushing me to the top
You're always there giving me all you've got
For a shield, from the storm for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true, I turn to you
When I lose the will to win
I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again
I can do anything 'cause your love is so amazing
'Cause your love inspires me
And when I need a friend you're always on my side
Giving me faith taking me through the night
For a shield, from the storm, for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong and for the will to carry on
For everything you do I turn to you yeah
For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain
For truth that will never change for someone to lean on
But for a heart I can rely on through anything
For the one who I can run to oh I turn to you
For a shield from the storm, for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true
For everything you do, for everything that's true, I turn to you
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Believe.
Sometimes in life, all you need is a little inspiration to help you along your way. Today I feel I have learnt alot thanks to a very special person in my life. You know exactly who you are. You continue to help me every day. You are my inspiration.
Every great dream begins with a dreamer. Always remember, you have within you the strength, the patience, and the passion to reach for the stars to change the world.
Every great dream begins with a dreamer. Always remember, you have within you the strength, the patience, and the passion to reach for the stars to change the world.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Growing up...
Lollipops turn into cigarettes.
The innocent ones turn into skanks.
Homework goes in the trash.
Mobile phones are being used in class.
Detention becomes suspension.
Soda becomes vodka.
Kisses turn into sex.
Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground?
When protection meant wearing a helmet?
When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties?
Dad's shoulders were the highest place on earth,
And mum was your hero?
Your worst enemies were your siblings.
Race issues were about who ran the fastest.
War was only a card game.
The only drug you knew was cough medicine.
Wearing a skirt didn't make you a skank.
The only things that hurt you were skinned knees,
and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow?
And we couldn't wait to grow up..
I am coming to realise that the world is changing around me. This poem made me extremely sad. Yeah to be honest I basically cried. To think that when i was younger i wanted to grow up, to be like the "cool" kids. These days I would love to go back to the times when everything was simple.
I guess you dont realise what you have got till its gone.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Sleepless Nights..
Have you ever wondered if your dreams meant anything? Well I do. All the time actually.
Last night was the worst night ever. I went to bed with a million things on my mind. In fact too many to talk about right now. After hours and hours of tossing and turning i finally fell into a extremely light sleep. I dreamt all night, about the weirdest and craziest things, yet they seemed so real. Goshness, i would love to know what it all meant..
First day back at school today. Everything went well. I guess it isnt as bad as i have been making it out to be :) Although exams are coming up. I really need to start getting into studying.
So thats what been on my mind. Sorry its a bit pointless.
Ta. xx
Last night was the worst night ever. I went to bed with a million things on my mind. In fact too many to talk about right now. After hours and hours of tossing and turning i finally fell into a extremely light sleep. I dreamt all night, about the weirdest and craziest things, yet they seemed so real. Goshness, i would love to know what it all meant..
First day back at school today. Everything went well. I guess it isnt as bad as i have been making it out to be :) Although exams are coming up. I really need to start getting into studying.
So thats what been on my mind. Sorry its a bit pointless.
Ta. xx
Monday, April 19, 2010
Sweet Dreams
Well i should really be having an early night so it will be a quick post. Back to school tomorrow :( Not looking forward to that! Had a bit of a lazy day today, didnt do much at all. Lame, I know.
A few of my close friends are having a rough time at the moment. Just letting you know I am thinking of you, you know who you are. I am always here if you need someone to talk to, even if you just wanna take your mind off things. I will always be here for you. Love you guys with all my heart!
I guess thats it.
Goooodnight. xx
A few of my close friends are having a rough time at the moment. Just letting you know I am thinking of you, you know who you are. I am always here if you need someone to talk to, even if you just wanna take your mind off things. I will always be here for you. Love you guys with all my heart!
I guess thats it.
Goooodnight. xx
Live for today..
Second last day of holidays. School = Yuck.
I think I might refuse to go back. Haha, I wish.
Anyways just a quick post to say I had a great day:)
Spent the day with Ryan. It went a bit like this...
Chilled at home.
Embarrassing Photographs.
Laughing.
Walking.
Not a BBQ.
Taking Photos.
Spikey plant war.
Running Late.
Many goodbyes.
Overall awesome day!
Its like 2.15am so that kinda explains the post that makes NO sense.. Sorryyyyyy about that :)
Nighty Night. x
I think I might refuse to go back. Haha, I wish.
Anyways just a quick post to say I had a great day:)
Spent the day with Ryan. It went a bit like this...
Chilled at home.
Embarrassing Photographs.
Laughing.
Walking.
Not a BBQ.
Taking Photos.
Spikey plant war.
Running Late.
Many goodbyes.
Overall awesome day!
Its like 2.15am so that kinda explains the post that makes NO sense.. Sorryyyyyy about that :)
Nighty Night. x
This is who I am..
A bit about meeeeee! Thank you to the beautiful Hannah. I kinda stole this questionnaire from you. Hope you dont mind. xx
I read: Slowly, but i love books!
I love: my family.
I rode: a bike.. till i broke my finger : /
I fear: to lose the people I love <3
I hope: to grow up like my mum. In my eyes she is perfect!
I eat: Way too much!
I drink: Too much coke!
I play: my music 24/7
I miss: My best friend.
I forgive: but never forget.
I drive: my family crazy!
I dream: about the future.
I hug: all the time:) Hugs are the best!
I have: amazing friends and family. Love them to death.
I don't: have alot of self confidence.
I believe: everything happens for a reason.
I know: EVERYTHING.. Well i like to think so.
I hate: carrots. Yuckkkky!
I wish: I had a guardian angel :)
Maybe I should: start exercising more!
People would say that I'm: Amazing.. oh wait..i say that!!
Life if full of: Suprises!
I get annoyed when: people take life too seriously!
Tomorrow: I will study.
Never in my life have I: smoked.
When I was younger, I: wanted to grow up! Why? I dont know.
When I'm nervous: I bite my fingernails.. Eeew!
I read: Slowly, but i love books!
I love: my family.
I rode: a bike.. till i broke my finger : /
I fear: to lose the people I love <3
I hope: to grow up like my mum. In my eyes she is perfect!
I eat: Way too much!
I drink: Too much coke!
I play: my music 24/7
I miss: My best friend.
I forgive: but never forget.
I drive: my family crazy!
I dream: about the future.
I hug: all the time:) Hugs are the best!
I have: amazing friends and family. Love them to death.
I don't: have alot of self confidence.
I believe: everything happens for a reason.
I know: EVERYTHING.. Well i like to think so.
I hate: carrots. Yuckkkky!
I wish: I had a guardian angel :)
Maybe I should: start exercising more!
People would say that I'm: Amazing.. oh wait..i say that!!
Life if full of: Suprises!
I get annoyed when: people take life too seriously!
Tomorrow: I will study.
Never in my life have I: smoked.
When I was younger, I: wanted to grow up! Why? I dont know.
When I'm nervous: I bite my fingernails.. Eeew!
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Friendship..
Well Sara left to QLD today :( I am actually pretty down at the moment about that, missing her already. I have loved spending time with her and i love her so much. I dont like goodbyes much. Its true what they say, all good things must come to an end. Come to think of it my chocolate milkshake is almost finished too. Anyways. Back on topic. I was in a bit of a down mood and was cleaning my room when I came across a book. "Joys of friendship" given to me by Sara last year. When i was flicking through it, i found it made me smile. Wanted to share some with you! Enjoy!
A Good Friend...
Knows to call in between your favorite shows.
Knows what kind of ice cream to bring when you're sick.
Will go to a movie with you, even if she's already seen it.
Can always find something good about your bad haircut.
Will quietly destroy the photo that makes you look like a beached whale.
The better the friend, the less cleaning you do before she comes over.
Friends can make you laugh like no one else can.
A friend is someone who keeps your secrets, laughs at your jokes, and can always tell the difference.
Friends are the family we didn't start out with who make us feel likable, funny and clever.
So thats all for now.
Ta Ta. x
P.S. A big shout out to Mark!! Thanks for always being there :)
A Good Friend...
Knows to call in between your favorite shows.
Knows what kind of ice cream to bring when you're sick.
Will go to a movie with you, even if she's already seen it.
Can always find something good about your bad haircut.
Will quietly destroy the photo that makes you look like a beached whale.
The better the friend, the less cleaning you do before she comes over.
Friends can make you laugh like no one else can.
A friend is someone who keeps your secrets, laughs at your jokes, and can always tell the difference.
Friends are the family we didn't start out with who make us feel likable, funny and clever.
So thats all for now.
Ta Ta. x
P.S. A big shout out to Mark!! Thanks for always being there :)
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Your One In A Million..
Thought the chances to meet somebody
Like you were a million to one
I cannot believe it, you're one in a million.
When I came across these lyrics I realised they were truly perfect. I spent the day with a girl who is truly one in a million. People like her dont come around very often and i am so lucky to have her in my life. She makes me complete! So a massive shout out to SARA HURNEN. More then just a friend. You're Family!
Oh wow! Cake and Ice cream.
Gosh i could go for some right now.
Gosh i could go for some right now.
I personally think cravings should seriously go find a hole somewhere!
Sweet Dreams
Ta. x
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Simply not enough hours in the day...
Well I totally FAILED! I have soooo not written in here everyday as you can see but i have a good reason haha. I got grounded from the computer- yes true story! But i guess thats no excuse, basically its laziness and lack of time.. I am finding myself saying that alot these days. I just dont have time which is the reasoning behing "simply not enough hours in the day" which in my life i find to be very true. Anyways i have since decided i am going to only try and write once or twice a week so i dont keep letting myself down :)
Highlights since my last post! (a whole week ago!)
* Movies with the girls -The Last Song..officially a great movie but made me CRY..ALOT!
* Hanging out with Ryan
* Conversations with the Sara
* Sleepovers
* Party at Rach & Shell's :)
* And the most exciting news is the best person in the world is coming to visit me tomorrow and Saturday!
I cannot even begin to explain how excited i am to see her! I am definately looking forward to a huge hug!! I love you the MOST sara ;)
I would just like to say that im lovin my life right now. Everything is going really well , and i am lucky to have all these beautiful people surrounding me. Things got a little tough for me over the past few weeks but I have some really amazing people who have helped me out, so BIG thankyou :) You know who you are
xx
Highlights since my last post! (a whole week ago!)
* Movies with the girls -The Last Song..officially a great movie but made me CRY..ALOT!
* Hanging out with Ryan
* Conversations with the Sara
* Sleepovers
* Party at Rach & Shell's :)
* And the most exciting news is the best person in the world is coming to visit me tomorrow and Saturday!
I cannot even begin to explain how excited i am to see her! I am definately looking forward to a huge hug!! I love you the MOST sara ;)
I would just like to say that im lovin my life right now. Everything is going really well , and i am lucky to have all these beautiful people surrounding me. Things got a little tough for me over the past few weeks but I have some really amazing people who have helped me out, so BIG thankyou :) You know who you are
xx
Thursday, April 8, 2010
The City Life.
Well today was extremely LONG! I am very tired and my feet feel like they are going to fall off, so sorry in advanced for what will probably be a small post!
Well I headed into the city today with some of the friends for what seemed like forever. I seriously walked further today then i have in the past month! It was overall a good day. A few little mishaps here and there but i guess it was all good :) Met some new people, saw the surroundings of sydney.
Uhmm I have been trying to finish this book. Going to see The Last Song at the movies tomorrow so i wanted to have finished the book. After a LONG night of sorting out some missunderstandings with a really close friend of mine i got NOTHING done, now am going to have read half the book.
So I am still trying to decide how personal I wanna be with my blogs. I want to write about my life. But its not as easy as it sounds when i put it all together.
I had an "arguement" with like i said a really good friend of mine today. He and I discovered we were seeing things from a totally different perspective. I guess I realised tonight that you cant always be sure of how you come across to others. Sometimes the answers are all there in black and white. You just need to open your eyes a little wider to see them. I am happy to say that we have sorted everything out, i think tonight may have brought us closer together then we have ever been before. Although i think we will always stay great friends:)
An amazing call with the gorgeous Sara and the amazing Hannah which made my night:) They are 2 of the most bubbly, happy, beautiful and wonderful people i know. I havent really gotten to know Hannah yet. Well I have only really met her once or twice but i know she is wonderful just from those few short conversations. I guess some people, you can just tell. She makes sara happy and that makes me happy! So I sennd love to both of those lovely ladies <3
I am trying very hard to get things back on track with one of my bestest friends. She means so much to me and we can both probably agree we havent been as we are usually. I mean of course we still talk, hang out but we could both just tell things had changed. After a good chat with her on msn tonight i think things are slowly heading in the right direction. Love her:)
Well my eyes are hanging out of my head so i should probably get some sleep.
Sorry for the boring and somewhat pointless post.
Ta ta. x
Well I headed into the city today with some of the friends for what seemed like forever. I seriously walked further today then i have in the past month! It was overall a good day. A few little mishaps here and there but i guess it was all good :) Met some new people, saw the surroundings of sydney.
Uhmm I have been trying to finish this book. Going to see The Last Song at the movies tomorrow so i wanted to have finished the book. After a LONG night of sorting out some missunderstandings with a really close friend of mine i got NOTHING done, now am going to have read half the book.
So I am still trying to decide how personal I wanna be with my blogs. I want to write about my life. But its not as easy as it sounds when i put it all together.
I had an "arguement" with like i said a really good friend of mine today. He and I discovered we were seeing things from a totally different perspective. I guess I realised tonight that you cant always be sure of how you come across to others. Sometimes the answers are all there in black and white. You just need to open your eyes a little wider to see them. I am happy to say that we have sorted everything out, i think tonight may have brought us closer together then we have ever been before. Although i think we will always stay great friends:)
An amazing call with the gorgeous Sara and the amazing Hannah which made my night:) They are 2 of the most bubbly, happy, beautiful and wonderful people i know. I havent really gotten to know Hannah yet. Well I have only really met her once or twice but i know she is wonderful just from those few short conversations. I guess some people, you can just tell. She makes sara happy and that makes me happy! So I sennd love to both of those lovely ladies <3
I am trying very hard to get things back on track with one of my bestest friends. She means so much to me and we can both probably agree we havent been as we are usually. I mean of course we still talk, hang out but we could both just tell things had changed. After a good chat with her on msn tonight i think things are slowly heading in the right direction. Love her:)
Well my eyes are hanging out of my head so i should probably get some sleep.
Sorry for the boring and somewhat pointless post.
Ta ta. x
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
The First Of Many..
Here goes..
I never knew it would be this hard to start off, especially when it comes to talking about myself!! I should probably start by thanking the beautiful, wonderful, amazing, gorgeous Sara for inspiring me to start writing on here:) She is absolutely amazing. One of the most important things in my life and i would be totally lost without her.
Most of the people reading this will know most things about me but I just thought that making a blog would be cool to start writing about my day, feelings, thoughts and friends. I guess anything really.
Well half of my day was wasted by sleeping!! Considering I slept in till 12ish, then cleaning for most of the afternoon didnt really help anything!! Oh yeeh another thing about me - I HATE CLEANING!! So that kinda bummed out my day.
HIGHLIGHTS OF MY DAY...
1. This afternoon I went for a walk with Ryan! He is kinda amazing also:) I am honestly going to push him in the lake one day soon though, whether he believes i would do it or not! NO PHOTOS:P
2. As usual an awesome conversation with Sara! Tends to make my day! I miss this girl so much since she has moved away. Its just not the same! But I guess I have been extremely lucky to keep in touch and keep our friendship. Never going to lose that!!.
3. And finally, One tree Hill marathon. Give me a blanket, pillow and some one tree hill and i am set for the night.
Looking forward to a day out in the city tomorrow with everyone:) Should be fun. Going to miss those who cant make it though
Well I should probably get going now. Back to one tree hill!! So i guess thats the end of my first post:)
I never knew it would be this hard to start off, especially when it comes to talking about myself!! I should probably start by thanking the beautiful, wonderful, amazing, gorgeous Sara for inspiring me to start writing on here:) She is absolutely amazing. One of the most important things in my life and i would be totally lost without her.
Most of the people reading this will know most things about me but I just thought that making a blog would be cool to start writing about my day, feelings, thoughts and friends. I guess anything really.
Well half of my day was wasted by sleeping!! Considering I slept in till 12ish, then cleaning for most of the afternoon didnt really help anything!! Oh yeeh another thing about me - I HATE CLEANING!! So that kinda bummed out my day.
HIGHLIGHTS OF MY DAY...
1. This afternoon I went for a walk with Ryan! He is kinda amazing also:) I am honestly going to push him in the lake one day soon though, whether he believes i would do it or not! NO PHOTOS:P
2. As usual an awesome conversation with Sara! Tends to make my day! I miss this girl so much since she has moved away. Its just not the same! But I guess I have been extremely lucky to keep in touch and keep our friendship. Never going to lose that!!.
3. And finally, One tree Hill marathon. Give me a blanket, pillow and some one tree hill and i am set for the night.
Looking forward to a day out in the city tomorrow with everyone:) Should be fun. Going to miss those who cant make it though
Well I should probably get going now. Back to one tree hill!! So i guess thats the end of my first post:)
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